You are holding something in, dear Libra. It is something that evokes deep emotion when you occasionally slip, and you give yourself the chance to reflect on it. You are holding it in because it's too hard to think about it. Those thoughts hurt, and you don't know how to deal with them. However, if you stop bottling it up and try to think of what happened as though it had happened to someone else, you will begin to see it more objectively, and that will help you work through it. Don't be afraid to do that today.